walked for 1hr 20mins
I haven't weighed myself in ages...I feel huge but I've decided I can only weigh myself if I eat under 3000 calories this week. I've had 990 so far leaving me with an average of 402 for the rest of the week.
I'm going to the PT London meet on Saturday, when it was organised my BMI was about 18? Now it is 20-21, I feel like such a fake...
In the pool today there were 2 anorexics and me, all swimming crawl up and down, up and down for over an hour...I felt huge but I liked it in a way because I was working just as hard as them and it made me feel like not such a fraud. I'm so fat though.