I accidentally sent a text to Alice's home phone not her mobile (cell)...so her mum read my message about being worried about staying at their house over New Year because I have to eat and can't exercise. I'm so embarrassed. Her mum doesn't know that I used to have anorexia or that I'm still ED'd, well, she does now.
I don't know if I can face going there now, I want to see Alice but OhMyGod I'm so scared.
Her mum is lovely but very...blunt she openly asks me about my problems (I did meet Alice in a psych hospital by the way so her mum knows I have some problems) and I'm really worried she'll ask me about the ED. I'm also worried she'll think it is me causing Alice to be ED'd as her Mum has only just realised that Alice 'kind of has a problem'. F*uckF*uckF*uck.
I ate way too much yesterday, so I'm not eating today. Hopefully I'll go for a walk or a bike ride too.
I love you guys, someone tell me what to do about going to Alice's for New Year :/