Saturday, 25 December 2010
Merry Christmas One and All
Well it is 12:30 pm on Christmas day, I've finished opening my presents, watched some christmas TV and dundundun...eaten some chocolate. It was not a slip up, I feel guilty but it is Christmas, I am not going to apologise for a tiny piece of Chocolate. It is ok. And I'll go for a walk later anyway ;)
I got a silver bracelet and some silver earrings, a scarf, some really cool socks, a photo album, a book, a new journal and a lovely soft dressing gown which I'm wearing now because it is so cold!
Christmas Dinner hasn't been cooked yet, I don't know what time we're having it I need to schedule it around my walk.
Yesterday I saw my psych, it was pretty hard, I got weighed, I'd lost a little but not a huge amount. I showed her my food diary, she didn't say a lot. I'm meant to carry on eating an apple in the morning and trying to have soup for lunch. I felt really depressed yesterday, I almost cried at the end of the session so I didn't say Merry Christmas or anything to my psych, which was kind of rude of me. I'm next seeing her the first week of January once I'm back at college I want to have lost 4 kg by then but I probably won't have as the pool is closed half of next week :(
I am really behind with my revision, I didn't do any yesterday but it seems a bit weird to do it on Christmas Day, there isn't a lot else to do though!
Merry Christmas Everyone, I hope you're all having lovely days and for those of you who've already had Christmas dinner, try not to feel bad, it is just one day just try to relax.