Thursday, 20 January 2011

I'm still angry

I'm still so pissed off about my class yesterday. I want to email my teacher and rant at her, but I can't. It'll come across as rude and I need her to be on my side.
I'm always like this with people, they do or say something and I just lose ALL respect for them.
On the positive I've lost 1.7 lbs over the last 2 days. However, I'm slightly scared. I've not had a proper period since March 2009. I've lied to various people about this because I'm terrified of what it might mean. Anyway, at the moment after I go to the loo the paper is slightly red? It isn't remotely a proper period but there is something going on. hmm.
I need to do revision but all I want to do is eat? Confusing.
I wish I could just let go of my emotions but they consume me every time.
I'm going to have some salad with peri peri BBQ sauce.


  1. I used to have a blog awhile ago but now I am on a journey to recovery, to better eating habits so I have created a new blog!! I chose to follow people who have distorted eating as I feel they understand what I am going through a lot better =) I would be great if we could support each other =)

    “Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.”

    ♥ Bree

  2. I'm sorry :( You have every right to be angry though. I don't know what to say about the other things :/ I hope you're okay xxx
    *insert huge virtual hug here just for the sake of it!!* :)

  3. You absolutely have the right to be angry. That a teacher is that ignorant of the very subject she's teaching is horrifying! Gah! I gotta finish my degree so I can go do battle with ignorant doctors and teachers! Ignorance only makes us suffer more!

    Hugs to you!

  4. Keep an eye on the red, maybe it is a period? I don't know just keep an eye on it. Stay strong and well done on the loss <3

  5. I'd be pissed off too.

    Look after yourself and take care.

    Kittens (that was lurve but my iPod changed it and it made me laugh!)xxxxx

  6. Nice on the 1.7!

    You're right--it's probably better in the long run that you didn't send a rant to your teacher. Hope you have a better day tomorrow! <3