I'm still so pissed off about my class yesterday. I want to email my teacher and rant at her, but I can't. It'll come across as rude and I need her to be on my side.
I'm always like this with people, they do or say something and I just lose ALL respect for them.
On the positive I've lost 1.7 lbs over the last 2 days. However, I'm slightly scared. I've not had a proper period since March 2009. I've lied to various people about this because I'm terrified of what it might mean. Anyway, at the moment after I go to the loo the paper is slightly red? It isn't remotely a proper period but there is something going on. hmm.
I need to do revision but all I want to do is eat? Confusing.
I wish I could just let go of my emotions but they consume me every time.
I'm going to have some salad with peri peri BBQ sauce.