Monday, 7 March 2011

I am succeeding.
Aren't I?
Is it really success if you don't try?
I'll be going to university if I get a B grade.
I've applied for my accommodation.
Student Finance application is next week.

But what does any of that mean if I'm failing at the one thing I try at?
I try to lose weight.
I try to disappear.
This is all I try for, everything else comes with an unknown, arrogant ease that doesn't seem like me.
This? This I strive and sweat for. Bleed for.

Yet I am failing.

1 comment:

  1. You are never failing as long as you try. As long as you do what you want, and as long as your are strong <3