My parents and little brother are away until Thursday, my brother has a job interview in London. I'm home alone and within 30 minutes of them being out I've binged and purged. I haven't purged in months and months yet as soon as they go I'm doing it. I don't know if it is just knowing I can puke really loudly or feeling abandoned.
I want to call my psych, I cancelled my last appointment so I'm not seeing her until the first week of May. But I can't I'm too fat. I lost 0.8lbs yesterday after my massive gain.
I feel so bad.