I made another video
But as a little update from that... I feel kinda lost. I want to write to her, but I don't even have anything to say. For the last two years I have had someone to talk to, I haven't told her everything but I have opened up about feelings around being raped. At some point I will probably be having therapy again and I don't want all that work to be lost, to have to open up to yet another person. I don't know what the best way to pass on that information is. Maybe I should request my CAMHS notes, that way I can give any new therapist a summary of them? I don't know. I really want my Priory notes too but I have to write to the Priory Group for them. I think I have until I'm 26 as I think they have to keep them for 8 years after you turn 18 if you were a child when you were treated.
I might go and have a google.
I had passport photos done yesterday, I look about 12.