So pissed off. My brother told me to 'calm down' I was tic-ing. I (FUNNILY ENOUGH) can't control that. I'm stressed out because I've been funded for a shit computer that doesn't have enough RAM for what I need to use it for. For the £269 the company (which gets things cheaper) is spending, I could walk into PCWorld and get a better one.
Oh and I'm meant to run mind map on it...it has a 15 inch screen. What is the effing point in giving me expensive programmes so I can visualise things when the screen is too small to use them properly???
My mum comes home, I try to tell her, she walks off halfway through me talking. I want to cry and scream and say I won't eat dinner. I've binged and I feel full and I JUST WANT THEM ALL TO PISS OFF!
Oh and I can't talk to anyone about it because people just think "oh well you get a free computer!"
WHY DOES MY DAD HAVE TO SPEAK SO LOUDLY???