Just sitting here..binging. Today I've eaten a packet and a half of bourbon creams (chocolate biscuits), 3 mini boxes of cereal and a soya yoghurt OUTSIDE OF MEALS.
I have 9 days until my next psych nurse appointment, I want to lose 2kgs by then. So yeah this is one of those binges before major restriction.
I just watched the film 'Bridesmaids' with 3 of the girls I live it. This is a COMEDY and I'm sitting there laughing along with them yet at the same time thinking about cutting and getting razor blades. Y'know 100% normal.
I want to take laxatives but I have a 10am with my personal tutor.
I need to take my meds.