I seriously can't cope with anyone else's shit. I don't mean on here, I can deal with everything on here, I can deal with Lissy because I really really care about her.
I can't deal with one girls uncle dying and then another being upset because a guy she used ot go out with won't come and stay at uni. Oh and then I get judged because I lied to a guy to stop him hanging around our block WHERE NO ONE WANTED HIM. But it is me they are judging, pointing out other things I could have said. I can't deal with this.
Why am I running for welfare??!! I'm the one crying wanting to cut (not going to), knowing my weight in the morning will rule the rest of my WEEK, thinking about what food I can skip tomorrow. Yet I'm volunteering to be elected to look after OTHER PEOPLE.