Erm well it didn't go so well...there were various reasons. I left and cried and he walked me to the bus. It wasn't him specifically more that I got really really down and started thinking rubbish.
So then I came back and hung out with my flat which was lovely and I realised how much I really really like them.
It is okay between me and the guy, I vaguely explained what was going on in my head and he was nice and said it didn't seem like the right time for a relationship which is true.
I don't want all this shit in the way. I've had 2 coffees, 2 brandy snaps and about 400 calories of cereal this evening (and I haven't had anything else). It was too easy.
I'm going ice skating tomorrow.
Thank you for your lovely comments xxx