Tuesday, 8 November 2011


Apologies to the people's blogs I haven't replied to and the people I have promised facebook messages and I just haven't...

I've been a bit stupid the past few days, not eating and not drinking. I am now. I know it is stupid, I had a reason for doing it in hospital (to get on to the general ward instead of the ED/Psycho ward) now it is just dumb.

I saw the psych nurse this morning, she wants me to agree to a psychology referral, GP medical mointering and possibly an ED referral. I don't have the energy for any of this. However I have emailed her this afternoon asking for more information on the Psychologist. So yeah :/

I had a drink this afternoon and I bought a litre bottle of water to have this evening.

I know I'm not meant to be like this anymore, I should be being more sensible. I don't know why I'm doing it. I'm not perfect.


  1. oh, dear, I'm sorry you're so low... and you really do need to drink, at least, so I'm glad you're starting that up again. I hope your energy returns and things start to look up soon!

  2. sending lots of hugs and love your way right now, xo.

  3. I wouldn’t say you’ve been stupid by not eating and not drinking, because it can be hard to resist doing that type of shit, but I’m glad you see that it wasn’t a clever thing. I’m happy you’re considering seeing a psychologist :) I hope that all goes through and you manage to get something sorted soon – do keep us updated :)

    Nobody’s expecting you to be perfect love, because the definition of perfection varies for everyone. Nobody's perfect, people just want you to be safe.

    take care, xxxx