I don't know how long I can keep going. I know it sounds ridiculous and overdramatic and I'm not even talking about killing myself. I don't know.
The girl who made the facebook status about 'raping' and exam (only her profile was hacked) has been so, well pissed off that I thought she could have written that.
The girl I don't want to live with next year wrote me a christmas card thanking me for being such a good friend and 'agony aunt'. I am not a good friend, I can't deal with her anymore. I bitch about her all the time.
A guy I live with jokingly apologised for going to this party run by this group I don't agree with. Firstly it is HIS LIFE, in all honesty I don't care, I just don't like it when he comes in and is annoyingly drunk. Secondly, I just...don't want people to feel the need to 'apologise' just because of my opinions.
Why can't I just not care? Why can't I just let things go?
I don't want to go home, I don't want to stay here. I hate all of this.
I ate an egg and 6 lindt chocolates.