So basics I'm not going to see the ED specialist until September because I'm "not well enough to engage" at the moment.
I'm not really that bothered, it is an extra stress I don't have to deal with. It doesn't change the amount of weight I want to lose (asmuchaspossible) or the period of time I want to lose it in (assoonaspossible).
I almost like it, it gives me an excuse "I am not well enough to get better".
I'm in quarantine. Being examined, measured, weighed and they are waiting to see how it turns out. If I'm really a monster or alien species.