I probably need to stop thinking that I can be skinny, artistic, high-achieving, involed in university politics and friends with everyone.
I probably need to stop having that as my goal.
I saw Claire today, went a bit loopy on her but it was okay. I was going to run for university disability officer but I withdrew my application/nomination after talking to her and Lissy about it.
I'm starting to realise that the main reason that I can't do the things most students do, most of my friends do (work, do sport, socialise) is not because of some personal deficit...I mean I do have problems with anxiety and stuff. But mainly it is just because I have no energy.
Having realised that it is so simple, I'm still not prepared to get up tomorrow and eat breakfast.