I don't know what to do, I feel so fat, so horrible, so confused, so lost.
Lissy says I have to email Claire or she will. Hannah says we need to talk.
I bumped into Claire and Farrah earlier and Claire asked me to talk to her. I shrugged. She said I need to listen to what she has to say not someone else's (Dr C's) comments or interpretations. I said I didn't know when. She told me to go book an appointment.
I didn't. I can't.
I just can't speak. I've expanded ten fold, I've had too much. I used to weigh 30lbs LESS than this. 2stone 2lbs less. 13.6kg LESS.
I can't email Claire. I can't eat. I can't give in.