Erm so yeah. Basically they can all fuck off.
Saw Dr C, he said that he would see me one week and Claire would see me another week (aka halve my appointments). Claire did NOT say this on Tuesday.
That if I had gone to ED then they would have had to stop seeing me - that isn't what Claire was telling me.
That when Claire saw me more when it was the anniversary that she only did it because she felt guilty and that they should have been tougher with me.
It was going to be okay to eat once I'd seen him. Not now. I didn't hand in my appointment slip at the desk so I don't have another one with him and I've cancelled my appointment with Claire. She isn't meant to see me every week and I saw her this week.