I ate this evening.
I feel like a complete fraud, I tried on some other trousers because my jeans are pretty loose now. I fit in my UNIQLO UK4 cords. They are a 24 waist. I am not a UK4. It has made me feel fatter. I had these trousers in my draw and I had it in my head that when they fitted I'd be thin and feel like it. I look the same.
I hate this.
I'm walking to my appointment at Highbury tomorrow. Google says it is going to take 1 hour 45 minutes.