I just handed in my last piece of coursework for this year. Thanks very much to désespérée de maigrir
who helped me with the referencing format and my abstract and generally making it make sense <3
Today I haven't eaten BUT I HAVE ACTUALLY REVISED! Which is good because my statistics exam is in only 4 days, well it is on Tuesday so 4 days to revise...
Tomorrow I'm planning on going to the library pretty much all day until my appointment with Claire at 4pm.
B-eat last night was kinda triggering. Two new girls seemed to think it was more of a therapy group than a support group and were crying and one girl was saying weights and that she purged even two strawberries and I'm sitting there clenching my fists BECAUSE THAT IS SO AGAINST THE RULES. No numbers and generally no specific foods... I dunno, I know if an ED is new to you then the things you do are shocking maybe but it just seemed like they were both trying to be like 'I'm so ill' like the other girl was saying about vomiting and like how much volume she vomits and stuff. (As in how many litres)...grrr emailed the facilitators and like THIS IS NOT OKAY.
Kinda equates, GP commented on how I don't look like I have an ED (I know I don't, don't need him to tell me), triggering b-eat meeting and tah dah no food for Eloise today. Hate my head.