I don't know what to do anymore. I feel torn in two. I'm just out of energy. I feel so guilty for going away and pretty much not be in contact with people. Equally I feel arrogant for thinking I make a difference.
I feel so disgusting today. I found a load of stuff in a box by my bed. Diaries from the beginning of 2012, medication, papers. Stuff I didn't really want to look at today to be honest.
I can't find my iPod cable...I really need it! I need to put more stuff on my iPod and charge it whilst I'm away...no idea where it is.