Sunday, 16 September 2012

Sunday. I'm leaving on Tuesday. Moving into my student house on Thursday. It all just feels like a massive effort and a waste of time. The only (stupid, illogical, crap) plan I have in my mind at the moment is to lose xkg so I can leave university at the end of the first term and go back in September 2013.
I've been cutting a lot.
I don't want to leave.


  1. So many hugs bubba..I'm so sorry things is tough. Acknowledging that the lose weight plan is kinda not great is a good thing, and there are safer, kinder ways to take a year out and go back in a really wouldn't be the first. Love you so so much, keep GOING xoxoxoxoxox

  2. :( I don't know what to say, but I love you so so much and you can get through this, I know it seems impossible, but it isn't. Take care and I hope to see you sometime soon but be prepared because I really do look like Shrek :( xx