Sunday, 2 December 2012

I did a really stupid thing for a number addict and got the My Fitness Pal app on my phone... I already have an Excel spreadsheet of my weight.

I really really want to lose but I also sort of want T and F to be stricter? Like say I HAVE to give them my scales and I don't know about eating because I don't have a meal plan at the moment (dietitian on the 10th).

I want to get better but enough of me wants to get sicker that I can't tell people how to help me.

1 comment:

  1. I pretty much understand the last paragraph, as I feel the same way. I'm sick, and want help, but I also want to look sick so I can get proper help. Last time, I was slightly underweight, and did receive help, but it was awful and didn't help at all...